| Location | Milton Keynes |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Premature Birth |
| Date of Birth | 20/11/2004 |
| Date of Death | 20/11/2004 |
| Visitors | 337 since 01/05/2009 |
| Creator |
I was pregnant with twins when at 15wks i miscarried my first twin.My pregnancy then carried on until i was 30wks everything was fantastic i even had a scan two days prior showing everything thing was normal i then woke up that morning and my waters had broke and i was contracting but within 2mins i had my gorgeous little boy but he only let out one breath and he was gone.He will never no how much he meant to me but he was our world.Goodbye god bless our baby boy,you will always be our pride and joy.Sweet dreams litle man go have fun,we will always love our darling son.The angels came and took you away each night youll shine to show us the way.How we wish we could hold you tight everyday, everynight so little man head to your room im sure one day we will meet again soon.Me and daddy miss you so much x x x x
Happy Birthday In Heaven - by Winnie Lovett
"Happy Birthday John "
It's sure to be the best one yet,
Though you left us here behind.
Did you think that we'd forget?
Your cake this year, will surely be,
A beauty to behold.
With the icing made of Silver,
And the candles made of Gold.
Yes, your birthday in Heaven,
Will be such a grand affair.
And I know you'll look so lovely,
With a halo in your hair.
The Angels will come from everywhere,
To sing your birthday song.
And I know they'll be so happy,
That you've joined, God's Happy Throng.
No I can't send a card this year,
Or give a gift so fine.
So I'll just send a special prayer,
To that wonderful Son of yours.
Evening darling hope you liked your flowers i bought up to you today.I miss you today the same as i do every day and having to walk away and leave you there never gets any easier.I love u darling now and always mummy and daddy miss you so much and your brothers always like coming up to see you.Your sister is to young to understand but as soon as she is old enough i will tell her about you x x x x x x x x x x x xx x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x
I wish you was here with us darling so much, another xmas went by without you here and i miss you ,u will always be in my heart and always be with me every day I love you son so much x x x x x
Love and miss you little man so much,I hope you was there this morning to meet your Grandad he will take good care of you now darling I love you both with all my heart give him a cuddle from me and big hugs and kisses for you from me and daddy we will miss u always I will be up to see you very soon.
Love you little man, i hope you liked all your new toys and balloons we bought up for your birthday hope you celebrated with all your friends lots of love and kisses x x x x x x x
A MOTHERS PAIN
I feel more depressed
Each day when I awake
I wish to god you could tell me
There has been a big mistake.
My darling son was taken
From his mothers love
To live with the angels
In heaven up above
I did not have him with me
For the time I should have had
No longer can I hold him
Which makes me very sad?
The pain of losing my son
Shows in every single tear
I spend each day missing him
Longing to have him near
Life for me is lonely now
Without him by my side
My Broken shattered heart
Is very hard to hide
People tell me that time is a healer
That the pain will go away
They don’t understand
That this pain is here to stay
For when you lose a child
There is nothing that can compare
The bond we had at their birth
Will never leave, it’s always there
The love a mother has
Runs so very deep
That love is so special
It’s in her heart to keep
A mother’s heart is broken
She is ripped apart inside
There is a part of her missing
It left when her child died
So please don’t tell me to get over it
For this I can not do
Unless you understand my feelings
And this has happened to you
Only another mother who has lost a child
Can understand my pain
Because they also suffer daily
As the memories of their child remain
We are a band of mothers
Whose hearts will never heal?
For the loss of our children
Is for us, so very real.
for every mother who has lost her baby xxxxxx
WITH LOVE DARLING AS YOUR BIRTHDAY GETS CLOSER.XxX
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Next To You
You cannot see or touch me
But I’m standing next to you
Your tears will only hurt me
Your sadness makes me blue
Be brave and show a smiling face
Let not your grief show through
I love you from a different place
Yet I’m standing next to you
Unknown
To The Child I'll Never Know - by Gloria Dianne
How can I say Good Bye
When I never said Hello,
Why does my heart grieve
For the child I'll never know?
You were a part of me
For just a little while.
I grieve because I'll never see
The magic in your smile.
I grieve for all the unsaid words
That you will never say.
I grieve that I will never see
You happily at play.
I grieve for all the lullabies
That will remain unsung.
I grieve because I'll never see
Your face gleaming like the sun.
I grieve because you will never know
The comfort of my touch.
I grieve because you will never know
That you were loved so much.
I grieve for all the tomorrows
That will never be.
I grieve because God chose
To take you back from me.
You live among the Angels now
Your earthly mission done,
You will be so dearly missed
Good-Bye my little one.
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⋱♰⋰ I Am With You Always ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ As you hold me close in memory ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Even though we are apart ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ My spirit will live on ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ There within your heart ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ I am with you always ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ When you lean on trusted friends ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ And their caring hugs enfold you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Within their loving arms ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ I'll be there to hold you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ I am with you always ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ And beyond the far horizon ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ When we'll finally be together ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Where love will be eternal ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ And life will last forever ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ I am with you always ⋱♰⋰
Don't cry for me daddy.
Although you can't see me
I see your tears.
I visit you often,
I go to work with you each day,
And when it's time for you
to close your eyes,
On your pillow is where I lay.
I hold your hand &
stroke your hair,
And whisper in your ear.
If you're sad today Daddy,
Remember, I am here.
God took me home.
This we know is true.
But you'll always be My Daddy
Even though I'm not with you.
We will never be apart,
For everytime you think of me,
Please know I'm in your Heart...

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